"__ ; m0shii m0shii `*
s0me day my prince will come
If he n i d0esnt pretend
and away to his castle we'll g0
to be happy f0rever I kn0w
s0me day my prince will c0me
s0me day I'll find my l0ve
and h0w thrilling that m0ment will be
when the prince of my dreams c0mes to me
i l0orve yo0x
`/ muA lonelyy . faeRrietaLe [#] `-
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Wednesday, September 07, 2005
ytd got tkd... i know tat guy's name lerr... he is jin hui... dunno how tuu spell... but haishh... he is under he demo derr worrs... do the performance... so cool!!!! haishh... cool oso got use mahhs? he dun evn noe i like him. he dun evn noe wads my name... ytd i actually found out tt i lo0rve him... how? now im super sadd lerr... *cry*
[x] i wouldd b waitingg //*
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misslonelygaarl< 33 0=)
Monday, September 05, 2005
yay!! todayy is my 2 bestie frenn derr bdae lerrs!!!
my 2 angels bao bei lao po (guiling) n jin jin xiang gong... wo aii nii men.. see yarr later kx?
my 2 angels bao bei lao po (guiling) n jin jin xiang gong... wo aii nii men.. see yarr later kx?
[x] i wouldd b waitingg //*
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misslonelygaarl< 33 0=)
Sunday, September 04, 2005
ytd the tuition got one new boy cum wib one guy frm my class derr lorr... i tink they frenns lar... i one nerdd and one act bengg... bth sux... the act beng one let mi pu heii lorr... i dam du lan him... i sayy i not interested tuu lk at garls then he sayy waddeva shit comments... LIKE I GOT ASK HIS BLARDY PIE HOLE TUU TOK SIA! FREAK!
then my another guy fren hong sheng, kept tokin... then cher sayy wann call his parents... then tat act beng buay bengg guy say so softly like bo lam pa lidatt say" song bo' he is whispering tuu himself lorrhh... SO HUM JI... despise him mans... blardy freak...i brb now.. tuu be continued
then my another guy fren hong sheng, kept tokin... then cher sayy wann call his parents... then tat act beng buay bengg guy say so softly like bo lam pa lidatt say" song bo' he is whispering tuu himself lorrhh... SO HUM JI... despise him mans... blardy freak...i brb now.. tuu be continued
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misslonelygaarl< 33 0=)
Saturday, September 03, 2005
first ting i wana say :
mole mole. dun jiao weii wibb miie ler... 14 yr old mus b mature ler... frens foreva.
mole mole. dun jiao weii wibb miie ler... 14 yr old mus b mature ler... frens foreva.
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misslonelygaarl< 33 0=)
Friday, September 02, 2005
todyy got tok tuu kb... broke darr ice lerrh... hur hur~ forgett it bahhs... haishh.. the racial harmony photo v lett mi chua tio lorr... pengz... tot got ghost inside... hurhur~
tinggs tuu do
_` tink of him
_` be more lady like
_` wad eva
_` wadeva
wishes
`_ be wibb him
tinggs tuu do
_` tink of him
_` be more lady like
_` wad eva
_` wadeva
wishes
`_ be wibb him
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8:49:00 PM
misslonelygaarl< 33 0=)
Wednesday, August 31, 2005
29o8o5
kb mde miie real angry todayy... his freakin attitude made mii so du lann... he sayy we force them tuu payy up... yea yea... wadeva... he dunid tuu chap in derr lorr... xtra kalafeii... hmpf!! i dun wann tok tuu himm... =)
3oo8o5
todayy nv tok tuu kb... hur hur~ he v attitude lorr... and todayy got tkd!!! yay!! learn pattern lerr... gg grading at oct... kekex... im so scared... =x i wann double promotion!!! evry punch mux hav force bahh... my ah bu sayy derr... wentt ntuc and bot tings ferr the party tmr... so fun!!! we mde sandwiches... scared tmr no1 eat... hur hur~ i wishh ferr loads of tings...
31o8o5
todayy kb nv cum... he ps mahh... nv payy up... then nv cum... lols... i practice tkd at the partyy.. ah bu my tutor... hehex... thenn the partyy wass a huge succes..!!!!!!!! yay!!! no leftpovers... ppl sayy our sandwiches are nice... the watermelon sago's nice... and evrytingg wass going fine... so funn today!!! he hexz.... so happi... wentt tuu cut my hair... my dream hair... yay!!! hur hur~ i lk like a boi now... =)
i wishh
_tuu b wib him
_evryone happi
tings tuu do
_practice tkd patternn... mke sure i noe evryting
_study
kb mde miie real angry todayy... his freakin attitude made mii so du lann... he sayy we force them tuu payy up... yea yea... wadeva... he dunid tuu chap in derr lorr... xtra kalafeii... hmpf!! i dun wann tok tuu himm... =)
3oo8o5
todayy nv tok tuu kb... hur hur~ he v attitude lorr... and todayy got tkd!!! yay!! learn pattern lerr... gg grading at oct... kekex... im so scared... =x i wann double promotion!!! evry punch mux hav force bahh... my ah bu sayy derr... wentt ntuc and bot tings ferr the party tmr... so fun!!! we mde sandwiches... scared tmr no1 eat... hur hur~ i wishh ferr loads of tings...
31o8o5
todayy kb nv cum... he ps mahh... nv payy up... then nv cum... lols... i practice tkd at the partyy.. ah bu my tutor... hehex... thenn the partyy wass a huge succes..!!!!!!!! yay!!! no leftpovers... ppl sayy our sandwiches are nice... the watermelon sago's nice... and evrytingg wass going fine... so funn today!!! he hexz.... so happi... wentt tuu cut my hair... my dream hair... yay!!! hur hur~ i lk like a boi now... =)
i wishh
_tuu b wib him
_evryone happi
tings tuu do
_practice tkd patternn... mke sure i noe evryting
_study
[x] i wouldd b waitingg //*
6:43:00 PM
misslonelygaarl< 33 0=)
Sunday, August 28, 2005
haishh... he now dwnstair teaching tkd... i see him my hart ping pong ping pong jump sia... haishh... i realli v misserable... stewpid... sadd... devastated... i realli v jue wangg... sia... maybb tis is not crushh... but love??? BO KO LENGG!!! haishh... i v mao dunn now... i know... polyy got many chio bu... and i stand 0% of chance being his gf... i should not hav made myself fall ferr himm... *cry* haishh... i so retardd... realli retardd... i suckk
ytd tuition.. got new cherr laex... frm bedok view derr... hod sci... retired derr cherr... well... she gong gong one... accidentally let us go earlyy... but called us bck later *sians*... hur hur~ i wass tink tuu run away wib ona n tin9 but end up nv... then got engg.. i din do herr work agnn... nottie arr miie... lols... then got chinese and afetr tat i quarrelled wib my jie larhhs... she sayy i giv attitude... but atts my attitude... wad she wann mans... haishh... POO POO!!
ting tuu do:
stp crying
stp tinking of him
stp going out of the hse tuu lk at him teaching tkd
wishes:
tuu b wib him
he doesnt hav a gf (0% cum tru)
ytd tuition.. got new cherr laex... frm bedok view derr... hod sci... retired derr cherr... well... she gong gong one... accidentally let us go earlyy... but called us bck later *sians*... hur hur~ i wass tink tuu run away wib ona n tin9 but end up nv... then got engg.. i din do herr work agnn... nottie arr miie... lols... then got chinese and afetr tat i quarrelled wib my jie larhhs... she sayy i giv attitude... but atts my attitude... wad she wann mans... haishh... POO POO!!
ting tuu do:
stp crying
stp tinking of him
stp going out of the hse tuu lk at him teaching tkd
wishes:
tuu b wib him
he doesnt hav a gf (0% cum tru)
[x] i wouldd b waitingg //*
5:20:00 PM
misslonelygaarl< 33 0=)
Saturday, August 27, 2005
told paiku daddy abt my crushh lerr... he sayy wann ask tat guy got gf mahh... i den dun wann worrs.. so scared... scared i kana hurt agnn... haishh... i dunn wann tuu noe tat reality... i wld sure be sadd der... poly so manyy chhio bu... he of cos wld like sum garl derr mahh... i cnt even hold a candle tuu them... so daddyy,,, thks ferr your kind intention but i realli noe i cnt accept the fact derr... mayb tat i cn oni b frenns wib him... provided now i dun realli noe him... nv realli tok a lot... but got tok larhh... i tink its not oni a crushh.. i tink of him evrydayy... i tink its a huge crushh or like bahh... pls dunn lett it b love.. if not it wld b my past self... evrydayy sad derr... no smiles and tings lidatt... hao bu rong yi forgot the tortoise lerr... now stil got one xiao hei renn come out... haishh... zhen si bei aii arhh... crushhes arent tat nice... i'm miserable now... in fact veryy miserable...
arloes... erm... todayy woke up at abt 10am.. slept at 9.30... so early worrs... i wass so tiredd ytd... kekex...now tuning tuu tian kong by jolin.. welll ytd wass a angry and rather sadd dayy... i forgot tuu wirte abt it ytd... keke.... mdm natasha found out abt our teacher's dayy suprise... i was so freakin angry abt tat kaes... hu's tat fcukin bigg mouth hu said tat... shit them lorr... so kiam siap... oni $4 though its qyt ex... but pls lorr... last yr togetherr laex... cntt our class be more united??? damm it... argghh... v angry lorr... our class jus refuse to cooperate... collect $4 frm them oso v difficult... i feel like bursting out now... sumomre i v sadd now kaex?? aiyar... sadd is you noe y bahhs... haishh... its realli ratherr impossible thoughh...
wishes:
class tuu cooperate more..
the partyy tuu b granted...
tuu b wibb my crushh...
to collect abt 100$ by wj n gl bdae...(savings)
quit being uncouthh... be a real garl...(im one.. but actions doesnt show..)
tings tuu do:
be v gentle like...
go tuition..
calm myself
confront those hu lett the cat out of e bagg
arloes... erm... todayy woke up at abt 10am.. slept at 9.30... so early worrs... i wass so tiredd ytd... kekex...now tuning tuu tian kong by jolin.. welll ytd wass a angry and rather sadd dayy... i forgot tuu wirte abt it ytd... keke.... mdm natasha found out abt our teacher's dayy suprise... i was so freakin angry abt tat kaes... hu's tat fcukin bigg mouth hu said tat... shit them lorr... so kiam siap... oni $4 though its qyt ex... but pls lorr... last yr togetherr laex... cntt our class be more united??? damm it... argghh... v angry lorr... our class jus refuse to cooperate... collect $4 frm them oso v difficult... i feel like bursting out now... sumomre i v sadd now kaex?? aiyar... sadd is you noe y bahhs... haishh... its realli ratherr impossible thoughh...
wishes:
class tuu cooperate more..
the partyy tuu b granted...
tuu b wibb my crushh...
to collect abt 100$ by wj n gl bdae...(savings)
quit being uncouthh... be a real garl...(im one.. but actions doesnt show..)
tings tuu do:
be v gentle like...
go tuition..
calm myself
confront those hu lett the cat out of e bagg
[x] i wouldd b waitingg //*
11:30:00 AM
misslonelygaarl< 33 0=)
Friday, August 26, 2005
You know everything that I'm afraid of
You do everything i wish i did
Everybody wants you, everybody loves you
I know i should tell you how i fellI wish everyone would disappear
Every time time you call me, I'm too scared to be me
And I'm too shy to say
Ooh, I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that i do
I get a rushWhen I'm with you
Ooh, I've got a crush on you
A crush on you
You know, I'm the one that you can talk to
And sometimes you tell me thing that i don't want to know
I just want to hold you
And you say exactly how you feel about her
And I wonder, could you ever think of me that way
Ooh, I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that i do
I get a rush
When I'm with you
Ooh, I've got a crush on you
A crush on you
Ooh, I wish i could tell somebody
But there's no one to talk to, nobody knows
I've got a crush on you
A crush on you, I got a crush
You say everything that no one says
But i feel everything that you're afraid to feel
I will always want you, I will always love you
I've got a crush...
feelings developed when you tok and smile at miie... i jus feel so shyy whenver im wibb youu... i guess i've got a huge crush on yo0x...
so long nv update lerr... have binn realli lazy tis few dayys... or ratherr weeks... yarr... taekwondo leesons... are qyt funn... got cute guyss worr... =)) hur hur~ i noe lar... i v hao se ones... XD todayy wentt ferr c.o and thenn recently i hadd a crush on a guy... his frm polyy... yea... ermm sum poly... i dunno wadd course... noe himm outside... his v gentlemenn... frm i cnn see lar... evyrwk cn see him... cos you noe lar... go whr then cn see... shhh... cnnot sayy whr.. cos mke it too obvious lerr.. hur hur~ i noe cnt b wibb him... i cn oni admire onli... yea... =)) or =(( haishhh...
You do everything i wish i did
Everybody wants you, everybody loves you
I know i should tell you how i fellI wish everyone would disappear
Every time time you call me, I'm too scared to be me
And I'm too shy to say
Ooh, I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that i do
I get a rushWhen I'm with you
Ooh, I've got a crush on you
A crush on you
You know, I'm the one that you can talk to
And sometimes you tell me thing that i don't want to know
I just want to hold you
And you say exactly how you feel about her
And I wonder, could you ever think of me that way
Ooh, I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that i do
I get a rush
When I'm with you
Ooh, I've got a crush on you
A crush on you
Ooh, I wish i could tell somebody
But there's no one to talk to, nobody knows
I've got a crush on you
A crush on you, I got a crush
You say everything that no one says
But i feel everything that you're afraid to feel
I will always want you, I will always love you
I've got a crush...
feelings developed when you tok and smile at miie... i jus feel so shyy whenver im wibb youu... i guess i've got a huge crush on yo0x...
so long nv update lerr... have binn realli lazy tis few dayys... or ratherr weeks... yarr... taekwondo leesons... are qyt funn... got cute guyss worr... =)) hur hur~ i noe lar... i v hao se ones... XD todayy wentt ferr c.o and thenn recently i hadd a crush on a guy... his frm polyy... yea... ermm sum poly... i dunno wadd course... noe himm outside... his v gentlemenn... frm i cnn see lar... evyrwk cn see him... cos you noe lar... go whr then cn see... shhh... cnnot sayy whr.. cos mke it too obvious lerr.. hur hur~ i noe cnt b wibb him... i cn oni admire onli... yea... =)) or =(( haishhh...
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7:32:00 PM
misslonelygaarl< 33 0=)
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
todayy so sian... i dam careless lor... my mathes... all careless mistake lors... fuck lar... im so retarded... haish... yay! taekwondo strt lerr... later i then sayy the first lesson is how k? bye
[x] i wouldd b waitingg //*
5:03:00 PM
misslonelygaarl< 33 0=)
Sunday, August 14, 2005
i cooled down a lil lerr.. at least mum gave mie a reasonable ans... grrr... sunmtimes they relai get on my nerves and sumitmes they are reali gd... haishh... my temper sux... y cnt i control it now... wadd happened tuu mie? im nt lidatt in the past der... i flare up at hme so easily.. haishh... wadd happen? moodyy miie =(
[x] i wouldd b waitingg //*
9:46:00 PM
misslonelygaarl< 33 0=)
my life is so freakin ass sia... haishh... parents aree dam unreasonable... i reali cn burst my temper on them lor... sumtimes i reali cnt tahan them lor... sux big time... haishh...i hate naggers... i get so hot temper jus cos of thme sia... lame asses... sian todayy... so dionk lorr... i sta at he,... then revise... haish.. no mood lar... angry xuans signin off... fcuk up
[x] i wouldd b waitingg //*
9:30:00 PM
misslonelygaarl< 33 0=)
Saturday, August 13, 2005
managed tuu leave the pastt... free frm him... he is out of my hart!! and yay... awaiting ferr a tru lurbb... had a dream it shows a guy... luving mi wibb his hartt... and trted mi like his treasure... hus tat guy??
hehex... todayy go tuition... thenn at the end obb the tuition i haven finish zuo wen... mi n wen xue pass up.. then the cherr scream ferr us tuu cum bckk... i bett shes dam angryy bahhs... we ran out laughing our hart out... kekex... cos we din wan tuu do.. we cht cht cht,.. cher ne mahh.. then wann us stay bck... we jus pass up a blank papaer and run sehh... i at frist v dan xin she will call my lao bu... cos got once mahh... then kana grounded ferr the dam week... sian 1/2...
hehex... todayy go tuition... thenn at the end obb the tuition i haven finish zuo wen... mi n wen xue pass up.. then the cherr scream ferr us tuu cum bckk... i bett shes dam angryy bahhs... we ran out laughing our hart out... kekex... cos we din wan tuu do.. we cht cht cht,.. cher ne mahh.. then wann us stay bck... we jus pass up a blank papaer and run sehh... i at frist v dan xin she will call my lao bu... cos got once mahh... then kana grounded ferr the dam week... sian 1/2...
[x] i wouldd b waitingg //*
11:31:00 PM
misslonelygaarl< 33 0=)
Friday, August 12, 2005
hehex... todayy go tke pics wibb shi li and hui xin and muahh deares lao po... darr pic nice sia... =) kekex... hmm... go ferr c.o lorrs... thenn dunno lerr... siann nth tuu rite lerr.. buaix haihsh
[x] i wouldd b waitingg //*
7:57:00 PM
misslonelygaarl< 33 0=)
Monday, August 08, 2005
went tuu orchard todayy... took pics... afetr the national dayy ting... watchh movie evil eyes... then spend til left 35 cents... so poo poo worrs... keke.x.. at first ask mole mole cum derr.. he run awayy... so rude...lols.. 
ooops... the pics.. are a lil too bigg... srty... scroll tuu dar side if you wana see.. thks `
=)
ooops... the pics.. are a lil too bigg... srty... scroll tuu dar side if you wana see.. thks `
=)
[x] i wouldd b waitingg //*
10:45:00 PM
misslonelygaarl< 33 0=)
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
todayy go watchh red candyy wibb joanne, lao po, xiang gong, gina, pai ku, terence... hehex... nice showw... cryy whenn the partt kyoko bf weii lerr ta diee... v sadd... insteadd not scaryy... sadd nia... thenn wafterr tat go hme lerr... kekex... nice dayy... hapy =))
[x] i wouldd b waitingg //*
7:37:00 PM
misslonelygaarl< 33 0=)
Monday, August 01, 2005
wahahahs... todayy go taka wibb joanne, jie fu, wei jin... kekex... jie fu got $160 taka voucherr.... thenn we firstt go buyy his shoe... cos t $67.90... thenn we go findd levi's jeanns forr jie fuu butt no he's size as he too skinnyy lerr... lols... thenn we go b2 buyy meiji derr choco using $20 voucherr... *song bo* thenn we shop shopp... joanne sayy wannt buyy shoe ferr herr motherr aka jie fu der mother in law... shoo we go buy tracce brand derr... cost $42.20 worrs... then got $40 too spendd leftt... we go buyy pasta eatt... cost $20 andd buy x large gelato... yi ren yi beii worrs... eatt untill songg ar... feel so xin fuu... firstt time in my life eatt so bigg cupp... evrytime eatt 2 flvourr derr,,, pengs... realli enjoyy todayy... =))
happy xuans signingg off -
happy xuans signingg off -
[x] i wouldd b waitingg //*
6:08:00 PM
misslonelygaarl< 33 0=)
Monday, July 25, 2005
todayy got prefectt investiture... then i kana forced derr.. if it wasntt for ah ma... ten i dunn go lerr... now i gg tuition... see yarr~ muackx... myy dayy suck`
[x] i wouldd b waitingg //*
4:54:00 PM
misslonelygaarl< 33 0=)
Thursday, July 21, 2005
19 julyy
dearr diaryy...todayy wass a v memorablle dayy n sadd dayy... todayy my bao beii ah bu n bao beii jie mei... fight until v ke lian... i v xim tia lorr... see ah bu bleed... theyy fightt overr choclate bahh cos ah bu giv us chocolate then jie meii buay songg cos we gals cheatt... then they fight until we cryy... cryy till v chumm... haish... *speechless* *jue wang*
20 julyy
dearr diaryy... todayy was jus sum dayy i eva spentt in schh... haishh oos anotherr sadd dayy... afterr sch nv meet dimension ppl... haishh... meet oso sadd... nv meet oso sadd... dunno wadd larr... siann... *sobb*
21 julyy
dearr diaryy... todayy is racial harmonyy dayy... kekex... i wore a bahju kurongg... yeahh... nice clothes bahh... butt my shoe mke miie so pain.. then afterr tat gott c.o... see fuyee vv sadd.... im so sryy i cntt help herr bahh... =( lovve sux nehh... *i miis youu-
dearr diaryy...todayy wass a v memorablle dayy n sadd dayy... todayy my bao beii ah bu n bao beii jie mei... fight until v ke lian... i v xim tia lorr... see ah bu bleed... theyy fightt overr choclate bahh cos ah bu giv us chocolate then jie meii buay songg cos we gals cheatt... then they fight until we cryy... cryy till v chumm... haish... *speechless* *jue wang*
20 julyy
dearr diaryy... todayy was jus sum dayy i eva spentt in schh... haishh oos anotherr sadd dayy... afterr sch nv meet dimension ppl... haishh... meet oso sadd... nv meet oso sadd... dunno wadd larr... siann... *sobb*
21 julyy
dearr diaryy... todayy is racial harmonyy dayy... kekex... i wore a bahju kurongg... yeahh... nice clothes bahh... butt my shoe mke miie so pain.. then afterr tat gott c.o... see fuyee vv sadd.... im so sryy i cntt help herr bahh... =( lovve sux nehh... *i miis youu-
[x] i wouldd b waitingg //*
8:18:00 PM
misslonelygaarl< 33 0=)
Monday, July 18, 2005
todayy wentt cs eatt... b4 go tat time go eatt at pasarr malam` *haish* dunno y evrytime i dinn do anyting wrong then gl like v angryy wibb miie or dun heck cre miie... evn giv miie attidute or gin miie... =( *haishh*
so manyy tingg made miie sadd but a feww mke miie happi nia *sobs*
good news worrs... joanne n qz patchh lerr... evryting is back tuu normall... hope theyy dun giv up on each other agnn` if not i wld be v gek xim lorr... joanne sadd... i oso sadd... sho now joanne happi i happi lerr..*yay*
then qz so gd sia todayy... qing joanne, wei jin, gl n miie go swensenn` *hehe* ate topless five... todayy at first got tuition... then nv go.,.. cos i too tired... then gg on wed lorr... tke mrt tuu thr... or evn taxi bahhs... *haish* dunno larrs... i v sadd now... gg cryy lerr... *haish* *sobbs* i miss himm` still fang bu kaii...
=(
so manyy tingg made miie sadd but a feww mke miie happi nia *sobs*
good news worrs... joanne n qz patchh lerr... evryting is back tuu normall... hope theyy dun giv up on each other agnn` if not i wld be v gek xim lorr... joanne sadd... i oso sadd... sho now joanne happi i happi lerr..*yay*
then qz so gd sia todayy... qing joanne, wei jin, gl n miie go swensenn` *hehe* ate topless five... todayy at first got tuition... then nv go.,.. cos i too tired... then gg on wed lorr... tke mrt tuu thr... or evn taxi bahhs... *haish* dunno larrs... i v sadd now... gg cryy lerr... *haish* *sobbs* i miss himm` still fang bu kaii...
=(
[x] i wouldd b waitingg //*
6:51:00 PM
misslonelygaarl< 33 0=)
Sunday, July 17, 2005
sadness all overr miie... todayy is anotherr typicall dayy of my loneliness n sadness` i in morning wake up lerr then feel v sian... tinking tat y is evryting ending so soon???? luv, life is the fastest ting tat end soon... ppl often say "i lurb you forever" but is oni sayy sayy nia.. you tink they mean it derr mehh? jus like forestt... he sayy neberr evr leave miie... but now... already 79 dayys he leftt lerr... hope he is hapi now...i reali v peng kui now... usless shitt miie... now stil ahven forgett... jus like wadd qi zhi siad... luv is wu qing... haish... see my jie jie (wen) so sadd... i v hartbrokenn... though i dun realli noe wadd happenn between them... but i noe... tat bth parties r sadd... not like mi n forestt... i sadd, he happi... leading a normal life... which is better... dun wan him unhapi... he happi.. jiu hao... i wann evrybd arnd mii happi... dun wan sadd sadd... bt i jus oso cnt sadd sadd... i noe if my bao beiis happi... i will cheer up a lil... todayy rott at hme... haish... then cht with qi zhi n sum ppl bahhs... see him so saddistic as i m... i also... xin li v xin ku... i agree... luv hurts big time... it changes us... frm gd tuu badd n bad tuu gd... hope evryting will b on e right track... wish.... mi n him togter agn... wishh evrybd happi... wishh mi happi... salang haeyo` forestt` zhu ni yong yuan kai xin... =( moncheri *
[x] i wouldd b waitingg //*
3:49:00 PM
misslonelygaarl< 33 0=)
Friday, June 24, 2005
todayy din go outt... so i at hme rott... then do h/w... haish... spend the whole dayy... tinking abt grp of 5 n dimensions the happi dayys... last time we all are the bestes frens in e world... though there are sum disagreements... we did nott seperate... until the 3oo5o5... we left each other... n tat was oso the dayy tat he leftt miie too... haish... 2 da ji... broken frenship n brokenn relationship... v sadd,,, why mus heaven b so unfair tuu us?????? y??????? haish... i realli mis the dimensions... n hope evryting will go bck like the pastt... when he n miie... n grp of 5 n dimensions... happi 4eva... tis is wad i wishh......
i met the guy obb my drms in my dreamworld.... he was a kind person... i dunno hu he is as i cnt see his face.... butt... its a v weird n vague drm... n i woked up i aghast... haish... hope drms cum true... the guy obb my drms will b him```
garl mishes boi(past) /:: lurbes youu` iheart*youu- i nidd a miracle,,, dear god_ gib miie one`
i met the guy obb my drms in my dreamworld.... he was a kind person... i dunno hu he is as i cnt see his face.... butt... its a v weird n vague drm... n i woked up i aghast... haish... hope drms cum true... the guy obb my drms will b him```
garl mishes boi(past) /:: lurbes youu` iheart*youu- i nidd a miracle,,, dear god_ gib miie one`
[x] i wouldd b waitingg //*
8:23:00 PM
misslonelygaarl< 33 0=)
Thursday, June 23, 2005
[[hav youu everr]] -the song i had alwaes listenned when i tot of youu`*
Sometimes it's wrong to walk away
Though you think it's over
Knowing there's so much more to say
Suddenly the moment's gone
And all your dreams are upside down
And you just want to change the way the world goes round
Tell me
Have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see
That's the way I feel about you and me
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Looking down the road you should be taking
I should know
'Cos I loved and lost the day I let you go
Can't help but think that this is wrong
We should be together
Back in your arms where I belong
Now I finally realise
It was forever that I found
I'd give it all to change the way the world goes round
Tell me
Have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see
That's the way I feel about you and me, baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Looking down the road you should be taking
I should know (I should know)
'Cos I loved and lost the day I let you go
I really want to hear you say
That you know just how it feels
To have it all and let it slip away
Can't you see
I know the moment's gone
I'm still holding on somehow
Wishing I could change the way the world goes round
Tell me
Have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see (Oh)
That's the way I feel about you and me, baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Looking down the road you should be taking
I should know (I should know)
'Cos I loved and lost the day I let
Yes I loved and lost the day I let
Yes I loved and lost the day I let you go *
in the pastt.. we r alwaes shoo happi together... youu stood by miie... n gave miie... warmth n care... youu nv faill tuu make miie smile whne im angry orr sadd... with ur cuteness n innoncence... youu made miie lurbb youu even more... till the nfortunate dayy... it was ur choice tuu leave miie... n start ur life a new... forgetting tat youu said u nv let miie go... but youu lied... haish... til now... i still cnt let go the last luv youu gave miie... i'm v lost tat... y mus u leave mi??? youu nv told miie wads ur reason... the dayy youu leftt, b4 youu tell miie.... youu still said i lurbb youu tuu miie,,, but wad happen? im realli lost... wishhing youu'll lurb miie like the pastt`
_promises r meant tuu b brokenn` ah yi told miie tat`
Sometimes it's wrong to walk away
Though you think it's over
Knowing there's so much more to say
Suddenly the moment's gone
And all your dreams are upside down
And you just want to change the way the world goes round
Tell me
Have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see
That's the way I feel about you and me
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Looking down the road you should be taking
I should know
'Cos I loved and lost the day I let you go
Can't help but think that this is wrong
We should be together
Back in your arms where I belong
Now I finally realise
It was forever that I found
I'd give it all to change the way the world goes round
Tell me
Have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see
That's the way I feel about you and me, baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Looking down the road you should be taking
I should know (I should know)
'Cos I loved and lost the day I let you go
I really want to hear you say
That you know just how it feels
To have it all and let it slip away
Can't you see
I know the moment's gone
I'm still holding on somehow
Wishing I could change the way the world goes round
Tell me
Have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see (Oh)
That's the way I feel about you and me, baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Looking down the road you should be taking
I should know (I should know)
'Cos I loved and lost the day I let
Yes I loved and lost the day I let
Yes I loved and lost the day I let you go *
in the pastt.. we r alwaes shoo happi together... youu stood by miie... n gave miie... warmth n care... youu nv faill tuu make miie smile whne im angry orr sadd... with ur cuteness n innoncence... youu made miie lurbb youu even more... till the nfortunate dayy... it was ur choice tuu leave miie... n start ur life a new... forgetting tat youu said u nv let miie go... but youu lied... haish... til now... i still cnt let go the last luv youu gave miie... i'm v lost tat... y mus u leave mi??? youu nv told miie wads ur reason... the dayy youu leftt, b4 youu tell miie.... youu still said i lurbb youu tuu miie,,, but wad happen? im realli lost... wishhing youu'll lurb miie like the pastt`
_promises r meant tuu b brokenn` ah yi told miie tat`
[x] i wouldd b waitingg //*
8:48:00 PM
misslonelygaarl< 33 0=)
todae go watch initial d w my jie mei (gl,wj,fy) dam nice... we watch 10.15 de... v early... then saw jie kaii n zhi ming... oso watch the same time slot... =,=" v qiao... the cinema com bk dwn.. then wait until v lond then the perosn write on the ticket.. cos no com... so she write... then ok lerr... we go buy food.. then wait fer gl until i pek cek... lols... then go in.. miss a lil... a v ncie show... realli enjoy itt..
then we go ferr prints... then go play bbal.. then i go hme... nice dae... I LURBB JAY!!! SO CUTE!!!
then we go ferr prints... then go play bbal.. then i go hme... nice dae... I LURBB JAY!!! SO CUTE!!!
[x] i wouldd b waitingg //*
8:19:00 PM
misslonelygaarl< 33 0=)
Saturday, June 18, 2005
todae went tuition lors... then v sian... then go shopping... then go hme
-*_::x::_ lurbbisabermudatriangle`oncei'min #'~ i'llnvreturnbck`- cntt forgett
-*_::x::_ lurbbisabermudatriangle`oncei'min #'~ i'llnvreturnbck`- cntt forgett
[x] i wouldd b waitingg //*
11:33:00 PM
misslonelygaarl< 33 0=)
Friday, June 17, 2005
today at first wan go play badminton wibb wj xiang gong de.. budden i got a bad headache then nv go lerrrr... i slp lors.. then i nxt tues mayb go do project bahx... haix... do on deforestation.. sians... dun kil forest... he rawk my life... ??? haix... dunno wad toking miie... sia... haix...
[x] i wouldd b waitingg //*
6:10:00 PM
misslonelygaarl< 33 0=)
Thursday, June 16, 2005
we go watch ghost train... then wj n gl late 15 min,.. i wait thr until wan slp sia.. lols.. nvm la... then after tat we bot tickets lerr... then we go in sit... n watch... its a quite nice movie... not tat scary... but the stroy plot was quite amazing... its abt a captain die in a train tat crashed... n few yrs later her doughter go b the stewrd all these lor... go see bahx... quite nice... then after tat we go montip wan buy bag... but i not enough lerr.. cos i bot a tortoise, a hair band, n eat all these... then we go tis fashio.. cos lp n xiang gong wan buy skirt n three quarter pants... i go try sum clothes on.. they lk quite nice... but i cnt wear as i got sun burn... orh lang wear nice clothes noot nice... so i din buy... the clothes thr v cheap lors... at first we went ebase wan buy clothes as evryting thr 50% off... cool huh? reali v cheap lors... hahas... then nth suit gl... cos she too xiao hai zi lerr... lols... so we go shop shop arnd... then afetr tat i rush hme.. cos i was late.. tot my mum wil scld.. hengs hengs nv... haha... sumtimes i find my parents dun understnd miie... i dunno y i feel tat but they sumhow dun understnd wad i tinking... sumtimes wan communicate w them oso v difficult,... cos will end up sclding each other.. haix... im so troubled..
xian9 ni..``
xian9 ni..``
[x] i wouldd b waitingg //*
6:01:00 PM
misslonelygaarl< 33 0=)
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
todae ar... meet ah yi at 11am... then i forgot bring presnt for ah gong then we two run bck hme tke.. hahas.. careless miie... then we go buy flour for sum reason and then go siva house.. his hse quite big sia.,. of cos... terrace laex.. his dog v big n ferocious... wil bite derr.. quite scary... xiong one lorrs... then help himm carry tings there... sit taxi tuu the pit thr... nice place.. but the toilet stinks... v smelli until i wan faint sia... lols... then the boys ar... all useless derr.. mke miie n ah yi tuu start the fire... then go kick soccer... =.=" mei you yong sia... lols...
then after a few HOURS... the fire finnally cn lerr... lols... then we strt bbq the chicken.. then kah beng they all cum... they like da shao ye lor... one us bbq fer them then they go play... piangs... v wad sia... hahas... but they r our entertainment... v farnie... then aug, dol, mul... bbq lorr... dol smoke sia... then i go confiscate n throw on the florr step step step... he angry until dunno how tuu say...lols... i dun wan see ppl smoke infronty of miie lorr... v irritating... esp when he is my fren... then i go join wei jin, fuyee n ah yi gamble... 21 dian... at first i cum hor... alwaes win lors... then win til 8$ then dunno wad happen bcum so bad luck tat i lost til $10... xim tia manx... hahas.,, then david n beng win so much money... i lose until v bo lue... hahas... =) stil owe ah yi $3... she came tuu our rescue for helping us pay the 2$ as kah beng (the cheng keh) tio gor leng lorr.i curs ehim tio ah pei then he got gorleng... =.=". sibei heng manx... biangx.. i oni got one time ban ban n gor leng... they alwaes 21 dian... hahas... then after tat we eat pizza.. then ah yi suggest i pour flour on siva ha gong.. i go run towards n pour.. he tke a pail... run towards the sea n carry sea water n chase us.. n spray us lorr... so scary... lols... then chase miie until v chuan... hahas... then we go bck... siva go change clothes then he tke the remaining flour.. we all chase after beng n david liao... chase until wj they all chase til so fast.. then ah bu nearly tio comb... dunno y they beat him sia... dam it.. then after tat go hme... then i got sun burnn.. then v pain... hahas... sian.. then watch teebee... then slp lerr... hahhas... =)
[missyouu`]
then after a few HOURS... the fire finnally cn lerr... lols... then we strt bbq the chicken.. then kah beng they all cum... they like da shao ye lor... one us bbq fer them then they go play... piangs... v wad sia... hahas... but they r our entertainment... v farnie... then aug, dol, mul... bbq lorr... dol smoke sia... then i go confiscate n throw on the florr step step step... he angry until dunno how tuu say...lols... i dun wan see ppl smoke infronty of miie lorr... v irritating... esp when he is my fren... then i go join wei jin, fuyee n ah yi gamble... 21 dian... at first i cum hor... alwaes win lors... then win til 8$ then dunno wad happen bcum so bad luck tat i lost til $10... xim tia manx... hahas.,, then david n beng win so much money... i lose until v bo lue... hahas... =) stil owe ah yi $3... she came tuu our rescue for helping us pay the 2$ as kah beng (the cheng keh) tio gor leng lorr.i curs ehim tio ah pei then he got gorleng... =.=". sibei heng manx... biangx.. i oni got one time ban ban n gor leng... they alwaes 21 dian... hahas... then after tat we eat pizza.. then ah yi suggest i pour flour on siva ha gong.. i go run towards n pour.. he tke a pail... run towards the sea n carry sea water n chase us.. n spray us lorr... so scary... lols... then chase miie until v chuan... hahas... then we go bck... siva go change clothes then he tke the remaining flour.. we all chase after beng n david liao... chase until wj they all chase til so fast.. then ah bu nearly tio comb... dunno y they beat him sia... dam it.. then after tat go hme... then i got sun burnn.. then v pain... hahas... sian.. then watch teebee... then slp lerr... hahhas... =)
[missyouu`]
[x] i wouldd b waitingg //*
4:47:00 PM
misslonelygaarl< 33 0=)
Monday, June 13, 2005
todae wake up att 7.30 then go fetch tin9s and we go kallang airport have breakfast... had a v full breakfast then we went tuu the jurong water theme park... quite fun larx... kill time... we go wave pool then i wan vomit cos kept up n dwn mahx... den nausea... quite lame actualli.. then the best part was the long water slide... so cool!!! had a grt time mans...we took the red slide cos the blue(longest) was under mantainence *sian* then slide dwn at a v high spped... not ba bahx... the shortest one was the most thrlling one as we r able tuu slide dwn less than 3 sec... n its quite long... then we went the jurong the whr ar.. forgot lerr.. hv lunch... eat until v full oso... then go IMM... shop shop for my parents master bedrm... lols... sian one u noe... wok til leg tired... then buy bubble tea... the queue was sho longg... longg until i hav tuu queue for 30 min... n i go buy"squid head" frm old chang kee.. hahas... so nice.. then after tat.. we went kallang thr eat KFC... wahahhas... hav free refill de... then i kep refil n refill... then after tat send tin9 hme then we go hme lerr...
*__.__ nths gona change my lurbb ferr youu`
*__.__ nths gona change my lurbb ferr youu`
[x] i wouldd b waitingg //*
1:57:00 AM
misslonelygaarl< 33 0=)
Sunday, June 12, 2005
todae im bcum guai kia lerr wors... *hahas* cos got go tuition mahx... good garl hor miie... *lols* sian todae... haix... i go tuition.. then got two new students frm taiwan... turnin up ferr english... theyy v like mature lors... not like miie.. kep kidding arnd... hahas... lame... =)) they kep on laughing at us abt our childish idaes on changing the world.. at least they laugh n listen... better lar... hmmm... tinkin abt the bus 28 incidnet... i tink tat i dun cre anymore... so wad? to the person : youu trying tuu mke life dificult fer miie? hahas... save ur energy... so wad is youu hate miie... i dunn give a damn... i live ferr myslef andd live fer ppl hu love miie... ntt youu... shoo i tink youu shld stopp youu're evil actions against miie as this cnt get the better of miie... i stil live life as usual.. i have my real fwens wibb miie... i dun nidd actingg fwens... so iff youu hate miie.. jus tell miie.... cos i dun care... a piece of advice : stopp youu're fucking filthy mouth if youu wana tokk badd abt miie... well.. so wad if i have a face tat youu dunn like... and soo wadd if i hav a attitude youu condemn? tats ur prob... not mine... nth cn change miie... dun like miie then u jus fark off... tats non of my precious business... youu cnt change the wayy i am... no matter wadd youu do tuu miie... dun vn heck care,,, im washing my hands of tis... so youu should juss back off bitch/ bastard___` youu suckk... farker mother ::
[x] i wouldd b waitingg //*
2:08:00 PM
misslonelygaarl< 33 0=)
Saturday, June 11, 2005
after readin da tag frm my biological jie... i feel much better... n yes i do... i no im not alone now... =) thks jie... i owe u loads... u rawk my life...!!! lonely no more... i've got all my frens n family... i dun nid guys... all are bunch of liars...tke it or leave it... u dun wan so? i got other ppl wibb miie... tis ting cnt get the better of miie... i noe... a new begining.. thks fer the encouragement my jie!!! =)
[x] i wouldd b waitingg //*
10:01:00 AM
misslonelygaarl< 33 0=)
DAMN IT LOR... SUMONE WRITE MY HP NO. ON THE BUS 28 N WRITE "WAN FREE SEX CALL TIS NO." CHEE BYE!!!! TATS BITCH OR BASTARD HU DID TIS AR... NV DIE B4... FUCK LORR... KNN... BUAY TAHAN... TAT BASTARD BETTER OWN UP... SHOW UP HIS LAN JIAO BIN HOR... HECK HIM INTO PIECES N FEED THEM TUU THE VULTURES.. OR I'LL BOUNCE HIS HEAD OFF EARTH... N HE GOES FLEWING TUU THE OUTER SPACE ... GD LAEX.. I GIBB HIMM FREE RIDE SIA... SIA LAN... GO N DIE AR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
TODAE... go ah ma hse bao ba zhang... then go tin9 hse watch harry potter n borrow sum bks frm herr.. hahas... sian... now... todae cried out of anger... dam angry... abt tat ting over.. mke miie feel so as if i v cheap lidat... no way... puii` i'm not tat kind of person lorr... fuck larrr... grrr... haix dun tink so much lerr... i stil got many tuu fan abt... abt himm n many bahx... him ar... v sadd still... dunno y... i dreamt a happie drm today... i dreamt tat he tld miie sry tat he hurt miie n he sae tat he wans tuu b wibb miie... bt i dunno y i sae no... then he say he wld wait ferr miie... then i touch until cry... happi dream.. hope tis drm cum tru.. n i wil sure say yes one... cos logn tuu b wibb himm agn... haix... my luv life is bitter...
[` lurbb himm morree than anytingg else ::\
* missyouu //*
TODAE... go ah ma hse bao ba zhang... then go tin9 hse watch harry potter n borrow sum bks frm herr.. hahas... sian... now... todae cried out of anger... dam angry... abt tat ting over.. mke miie feel so as if i v cheap lidat... no way... puii` i'm not tat kind of person lorr... fuck larrr... grrr... haix dun tink so much lerr... i stil got many tuu fan abt... abt himm n many bahx... him ar... v sadd still... dunno y... i dreamt a happie drm today... i dreamt tat he tld miie sry tat he hurt miie n he sae tat he wans tuu b wibb miie... bt i dunno y i sae no... then he say he wld wait ferr miie... then i touch until cry... happi dream.. hope tis drm cum tru.. n i wil sure say yes one... cos logn tuu b wibb himm agn... haix... my luv life is bitter...
[` lurbb himm morree than anytingg else ::\
* missyouu //*
[x] i wouldd b waitingg //*
9:43:00 AM
misslonelygaarl< 33 0=)
i've made up mine mind... i nidd not b wibb euu... butt i cn lurbb euu... tatas wad i wana do.. anyway... today ah gong bdae!! wana wish himm a happi bdae!!! i lurbb euu ah gong!!! =)) smile alwaes!!!
[x] i wouldd b waitingg //*
12:24:00 AM
misslonelygaarl< 33 0=)
Friday, June 10, 2005
yay!!! finally finish lerr.. wibb the help of pei ying, wei jin they all... today wei jin, fuyee, guiling cum mua hse... kekeX... they ate at my hse... n go hme abt 3pm bahx... then we go ep gai gai go see dog, eat old chang kee de SQUID then go popular find book lors... wahhahas... =)) met a bastard... cos we go in the shop mah... then the ppl say close lerr... we nvm laex... then i turn around a nerdy cbk point at us laughing... SHEN JING BING! kiam pa lors... kao bei so much.. ppl got ask him for yi jian ar? ta ma de... wan die ar.... fuck ar... knn... bo dai bo ji dee siao us... sumore we dunno him... then i scld him"si jiao bin.. ta ma de!" wa lao... buay tahan... if he scld bck i giv him one blardy slap arx... dam shit... haix... tis few daes i hv bin drowning myself w activities wibb my frens...
they r my oni hope tuu help mii get over it... haix... thks tuu them fer standing by my side... i feel a lil better... but i wld wiat fer him... yes i wld.. heres a poem fer my dears fwens cum sisters...
fwenship does not nid evrydae conversation.
doesnt always nid togetherness,
as long as the relationship is kept in the hart,
true fwens nv grow apart.
if u nid a fwen, and there r 100 step.
u cn jus tke a step n i wld tke the 99 step jus
FOR YOU!
another poem ferr the one n oni forest... i lurb euu...
if i brk ur hart,
wil u giv miie a chance tuu mend it back?
if u brk my hart,
wld u bother tuu look around,
n c the scar tats left behind?
`` ming ming hai hen aii nii, dan bu gann gao shu nii ]]
they r my oni hope tuu help mii get over it... haix... thks tuu them fer standing by my side... i feel a lil better... but i wld wiat fer him... yes i wld.. heres a poem fer my dears fwens cum sisters...
fwenship does not nid evrydae conversation.
doesnt always nid togetherness,
as long as the relationship is kept in the hart,
true fwens nv grow apart.
if u nid a fwen, and there r 100 step.
u cn jus tke a step n i wld tke the 99 step jus
FOR YOU!
another poem ferr the one n oni forest... i lurb euu...
if i brk ur hart,
wil u giv miie a chance tuu mend it back?
if u brk my hart,
wld u bother tuu look around,
n c the scar tats left behind?
`` ming ming hai hen aii nii, dan bu gann gao shu nii ]]
[x] i wouldd b waitingg //*
8:34:00 AM
misslonelygaarl< 33 0=)
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
todae spend the whole dae tinking ob euu bahx.. wei jin cum my hse... wathc tv oso tink ob euu.. help her apply nail polish oso tink ob euu... u once said tat.. our luv is forever... cos i asked u.. wad it means by havin luv tat is a lot... then u tokd miie... is yong yuan derr ai... haix.,.. i long tuu hear tis frm euu... dun u noe tat... mayb u dun cre abt mie anymore... i noe... but i stil cre ferr u like the past... luv u as much as the past... bcos i luv u too much n luv u too much cn cuase tuu luv forever... rmb u told miie on the day we patch agn at 14o5o5 tat if i dun luv u, u luv miie forever cn liao... now i wld say tis tuu euu... if u dun luv miie already.. nvm i luv u cn liao... haix... memories... y cnt it b present... i use tuu scrared losing euu.. n i tokd u thru a frenster msg... rmb? but u replied promising miie at u wld nv ever leave miie... now u relai live miie... my life is in a darkenss haix... rmb tat time u nearlki go up n say pledge for the whole sch.. we made a promise tat we wld not get into trouble w cher by being so guai lan n end up in principal.. n before we gg tuu guia lan... we wld tink of eahc otehr... n so we wld not guai lan ler... haix./.. rmb? i fell dwn at the playgrnd n we played the swing togethr n chin kiat they all left us alone.. n u kep aksin miie if i was ok... rmb??? do u rmb all this? u noe how much i've bin misiing u n tink of euu... i relai luv euu a lot wors... u nv left my mind since u lef miie.. is the first time i lurb sum1 til i cn wait fer him the whoel life time... jus wana tel u tat i hope we wld b like the past together.. when life is no worries... i hope u wld come bck tuu miie... woaiinii boi... yong yuan aii nii.. ni shii wo ying yuan de boii he bao beii.. wo si zhen de hen ai ni boi... -wonder how kor is doing.. hope he is fine... =)
[x] i wouldd b waitingg //*
11:46:00 AM
misslonelygaarl< 33 0=)
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
now tuning tuu "someone's watching over miie" i stil rmb i told u on the phone tat tis song is the song tat i tune tuu whne m sad... do u rmb? n i evn let euu hear it... haix... u tink i cn b happier? no... y? cos i miss euu... y mus destiny bring us apart? =(
now my cousins are at my hse wors... haix... nth cn cheer miie up bahx... ppl tink tat im carefree... cos i refuse tuu let my sadness surface n affect evryone's mood... though i din fail tuu smile bt im breaking inside.. bleeding...
- imisseuu *-
now my cousins are at my hse wors... haix... nth cn cheer miie up bahx... ppl tink tat im carefree... cos i refuse tuu let my sadness surface n affect evryone's mood... though i din fail tuu smile bt im breaking inside.. bleeding...
- imisseuu *-
[x] i wouldd b waitingg //*
5:20:00 AM
misslonelygaarl< 33 0=)
Monday, June 06, 2005
[x] i wouldd b waitingg //*
2:29:00 PM
misslonelygaarl< 33 0=)
Everybody's got something, they had to leave behind,One regret from yesterday, that just seems to grow with time,There's no use looking back, oh wondering,How it could be now, oh might have been, Oh this I know, but still I can't find ways to let you go,I never had a dream come true...
Till the day that I found youEven though I pretend that I've moved onYou'll always be my baby,I never found the words to say You're the one I think about each dayAnd I know no matter where life takes me to A part of me will always be with you.
Somewhere in my memory I've lost all sense of time,And tomorrow can never be cos yesterday is all that fills my mind,There's no use looking back, oh wondering
How it should be now, oh might have been
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go, I never had a dream come trueTill the day that I found youEven though I pretend that I've moved onYou'll always be my baby,I never found the words to say You're the one I think about each dayAnd I know no matter where life takes me toA part of me will always be...
You'll always be the dream that fills my head
Yes you will, say you will, you know you will oh baby,You'll always be the one I know I'll never forget,There's no use looking back oh wondering,
Because love is a strange and funny thing,
No matter how I try, I try I just can't say goodbye, no no no no,
I never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved onYou'll always be my baby,I never found the words to say,
You're the one I think about each day,
And I know no matter where life takes me toA part of me will always be with you.A part of me will always be with you, oooohhh.
u'll nv noe how much i lurb euu....
Till the day that I found youEven though I pretend that I've moved onYou'll always be my baby,I never found the words to say You're the one I think about each dayAnd I know no matter where life takes me to A part of me will always be with you.
Somewhere in my memory I've lost all sense of time,And tomorrow can never be cos yesterday is all that fills my mind,There's no use looking back, oh wondering
How it should be now, oh might have been
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go, I never had a dream come trueTill the day that I found youEven though I pretend that I've moved onYou'll always be my baby,I never found the words to say You're the one I think about each dayAnd I know no matter where life takes me toA part of me will always be...
You'll always be the dream that fills my head
Yes you will, say you will, you know you will oh baby,You'll always be the one I know I'll never forget,There's no use looking back oh wondering,
Because love is a strange and funny thing,
No matter how I try, I try I just can't say goodbye, no no no no,
I never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved onYou'll always be my baby,I never found the words to say,
You're the one I think about each day,
And I know no matter where life takes me toA part of me will always be with you.A part of me will always be with you, oooohhh.
u'll nv noe how much i lurb euu....
[x] i wouldd b waitingg //*
5:35:00 AM
misslonelygaarl< 33 0=)
Sunday, June 05, 2005
haix... nobd loves miie... so sadd... im so unwanted wors... haix... =( todae mrs loh called my mum.. she tld her tat i pon tang tuition lesson... haix... i v guilty bahx... cos im wasting my mum's money.. but u see.. i v tired mahx... then a lil guai guai then dun wan go tuition.. haix... hate tis freakin world...
today i dreamt of himm... haix.. another sadd dream... he said "dun pester miie anymore... we wil nv b together... " haix... v sad until i cry... it seem so real? isit a omen fer miie? if he wan mi to giv up y cnt he tel miie? haix... mayb he doesnt like miie anymre bahx... my hart is alwaes his... ppl sae time heals all wounds.. but my scar seem tuu grow w time... much more painful... but i kept the pain tuu myself... i noe he'll nv b mine agn... =(
<3>tinking of euu more n more each dae...
<3 i miiss euu //*
<3 y cnt i forget u? ?
today i dreamt of himm... haix.. another sadd dream... he said "dun pester miie anymore... we wil nv b together... " haix... v sad until i cry... it seem so real? isit a omen fer miie? if he wan mi to giv up y cnt he tel miie? haix... mayb he doesnt like miie anymre bahx... my hart is alwaes his... ppl sae time heals all wounds.. but my scar seem tuu grow w time... much more painful... but i kept the pain tuu myself... i noe he'll nv b mine agn... =(
<3>tinking of euu more n more each dae...
<3 i miiss euu //*
<3 y cnt i forget u? ?
[x] i wouldd b waitingg //*
6:24:00 PM
misslonelygaarl< 33 0=)
haix... jus cme bck mustafa centre... now waiting fer my songs tuu b downloaded then i upload tuu my mp3.. hav been missing him bahx... but i noe he'll noe n nv heck care if im alive or dead... cos i dun mean anyting tuu him.. not like de past.. tats y i hope the past wld b th present so i cn see how wonderful the world cn b... haix... i jus cnt stop tinking abt him bahx...
[x] i wouldd b waitingg //*
1:22:00 PM
misslonelygaarl< 33 0=)
Saturday, June 04, 2005
now he is so dearly tuu miie... haix... y mus luv b so hurting? y mus we b brot aprt? Y?! i tot we wil b together de... din expect the sudden change.. the world chnage so much... ppl chnage so fast... the hart changes like the speed of blinking eye... my hart ache evrytime... miss him so much.. does any1 noe how i feel? i bet no1 cn understnd the hartache i've bin suffering frm... is thr a remedy fer it? the remedy aka the magic = HIM... oni he cn cure my hartache.. i long tuu b w him once agn.. jus like the past... so hapi n carefree... no worries but colours evrywhr... now... so sadd n dull... evryting in blck and white... so "dan diao"... hiax... i miss him lots...
- wo xiang nii*][xiang zhe nii
- bu guan you duo mo de ku*][zi yao neng rang nii kai xing.
- wo she me dou yuan yi*][zhe yang aii nii -
(( xiang hui dao guo qu ))
_ whrs the happi miie? _ .x
- wo xiang nii*][xiang zhe nii
- bu guan you duo mo de ku*][zi yao neng rang nii kai xing.
- wo she me dou yuan yi*][zhe yang aii nii -
(( xiang hui dao guo qu ))
_ whrs the happi miie? _ .x
[x] i wouldd b waitingg //*
10:26:00 PM
misslonelygaarl< 33 0=)
morning lerr... i got new mp3 player wors... my wish cum tru... hope other wish cum tru too...
tuu the person : wo hai ai nii.. shui ran wo men yi fen shou lerr... dan wo dui ni de aii shi yong yuan bu bian... xi wang wo men neng gou hui dao guo qu...
i rather b hurt badly then miie hurting himm... hope u r fine... =) iluvyouu
tuu the person : wo hai ai nii.. shui ran wo men yi fen shou lerr... dan wo dui ni de aii shi yong yuan bu bian... xi wang wo men neng gou hui dao guo qu...
i rather b hurt badly then miie hurting himm... hope u r fine... =) iluvyouu
[x] i wouldd b waitingg //*
10:20:00 AM
misslonelygaarl< 33 0=)
Friday, June 03, 2005
lols... now my ke ai derr lao po here wors... jus came bck frm science centre wors... not bd la... at least not v sian... =D quite interesting bah.. v amazing too... hahas.. hows my skin? thks tuu pei ying wors... she help make de wors... its she put derr... thks tuu herr.. wahahahs... she rox... =) now tuning tuu "fall tuu pieces" avril lavigne.. nice song.. kekeX... v sian now oso... heheX... i got tke sum pics at sci centre... but cnt upload cos my mms siao lerr... kekeX... actualli i've bin missing him wors... but i nv msg him as i scraed he'll find mi a nuisance.. the way he tok tuu miie v cold de... i quite sad... bt chose not tuu tok tuu him lerr... so dun tok is better bahs... but of cos i wil xiang ta der... bt mayb all tis are my wishful tinking... first time tke so long tuu forget sum1 bahx... y m i like tat? i'm so useless n shit wors... =( hahas... its bin 37 daes he left miie lerr... all dullness n no colourful daes agn.. when in the past i was so carefree as i noe he cared fer miie... now sad evrydae... smile all fake jus fer a show... wad a silly garl i m... hope we cn fly bck tuu the cong qian bah...
* ~ iwishiwishferhimm ~ *
;.; guiling n xuans lao gong lao po 1314 ^^, ;.;
* ~ iwishiwishferhimm ~ *
;.; guiling n xuans lao gong lao po 1314 ^^, ;.;
[x] i wouldd b waitingg //*
5:59:00 PM
misslonelygaarl< 33 0=)
heyy thr... later i gg sci centre w my bao bei lao po guiling.. wahahs... XD see ya soon ) ] mwackx ;;
x._ miissshimmm _.x
x._ miissshimmm _.x
[x] i wouldd b waitingg //*
10:24:00 AM
misslonelygaarl< 33 0=)
Thursday, June 02, 2005
todae is sunni... well... sunni so wad? all i see is rain ever since i lost my reason to live... this is my first entry wors... XD heheX... my blog haven put the skin yet.. so must find one nice nice skin... tis one too boring lerr.. hmmm todae go wei jin hse...watch tong xin yuan n ying cha yang cuo n play bkb... well i go it almost evrydae bahx... aussie so cute manx.. feed her biscuit today... she sre is growing fast wors.. =)) haix... all smiles has a brokenn smile behind... so hurts... but m fine w it bahx... hope will hv miracle... awaiting fer the moment... kekeX.. i mus lk on the bright side bahx... as long happi i will oso happi ders... ^^, i'll try tuu b a carefree garl evrydae... hmmm... heyy todae i've made a plan lerr... i wan tuu change my attitude n b a more gentle gal n easygoing garl... i've found out a phrase tat i tink its very menaingfull... n this phrase is dedicated tuu tuu himm wors... but hope we cn go bck past agn bahx... ("V")cn miracles happen? l|l |ll| |||| i wonderr wors___ x
*-[ [ its.fate.tat.brot.us.together.but.destiny.tat.brot.us.apart ] ]-*
` ` i.wan.euu.tuu.rmb.tat.i'll.alwaes.b.ur.shadow ` `
:: woaiinii ::
*-[ [ its.fate.tat.brot.us.together.but.destiny.tat.brot.us.apart ] ]-*
` ` i.wan.euu.tuu.rmb.tat.i'll.alwaes.b.ur.shadow ` `
:: woaiinii ::
[x] i wouldd b waitingg //*
6:04:00 PM
misslonelygaarl< 33 0=)
BOO! (:
foundd yourself here? delighted, yea?
welll. the secret compartment has no secrets. (:
shhh... d0nch sayy 0ut t0 any1 kaes?
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*[[___ daRr garl ((: `-//*
uncouth
ugly
mood swinggs
hyper
unhappy
sadistt
attitude
<33 himm
shyy
[[ wishh up0n darr twinklingg starr ]]
be wib him
get t0 see him on darr day ob mua grading
get grading form( for tkd )
double promotion
darr bigg me-to-yo0x bear
get his hp no.
tote-bag
billabongg backpack
surfing brand stuffs
|||_ muA destests _|||
coppicats. hav originalityy pls~
hartbrokenn
uncouth
ugly
mood swinggs
hyper
unhappy
sadistt
attitude
<33 himm
shyy
[[ wishh up0n darr twinklingg starr ]]
be wib him
get t0 see him on darr day ob mua grading
double promotion
darr bigg me-to-yo0x bear
get his hp no.
tote-bag
billabongg backpack
surfing brand stuffs
|||_ muA destests _|||
coppicats. hav originalityy pls~
hartbrokenn